I'm starting to think more about my possibilities and what's needed. I'm also thinking more about what's missing (e.g. last few posts.)
If it all starts with intention, then my intention is to get one. I've been almost scared to do the Daily Drill, as outlined from almost a year ago. it's like I'm afraid to confront what will come up. Some of the other prescriptions I've made for myself have remained stuck in the Thought stage.
But, in the last few days, I've been praying a lot more, and really trying to depart from my escapist behavior. This is my life. I can do whatever I want with it. I'm ready to take this slowly at first, to become the fullest version of myself.
I've been waiting for others to create a path for me. I've been wanting my wife and my family to be something other than they are. I've wanted them to inspire me. I realize now that if I want inspiration, it's only going to come from me.
I also realize that I must get out of this 'prison' behavior, and provide for all areas in my life. Wanting others' approval keeps me stuck.
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