I realized this am that, as a Feeler, I need to feel all the time [i know that sounds totally fucking stupid]. But I can see how needing to feel - and feel something good has been the priority for me, versus Thinkers, who, at a minimum, aren't about having to stop everything so they can express themselves at whatever level they're experiencing something "meaningful."
I really do see the elegance of the ENTJ profile - it can develop a vision [N], think through the consequences[T], use innate communications abilities to build support [E], and the J to make decisions, follow-through, and embrace structure.
My F just kind of is a fly in the ointment for what I actually want to do with my life.
When I am not feeling anything, it's like I get anxious and need to then summon up some sort of feeling, versus being productive. I'm realizing that "the zone" I wrote about from a prior post is both an anathema, for the reasons stated above, and what I must use to move forward toward my 5/13 goals. Go figure.
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