Monday, August 01, 2016

My Bumblebee Moment

There have been a few - very few  - circumstances where folks were genuinely interested in my development. EnglightenNext, some early friendships, undoubtedly some teachers and coaches.. .

I guess I've always hoped that there was a future for me (a community) that was about being treated in such a way.

As I look back more, I see that much of what I do  - and valued highly - is theorizing and talking about my feelings, vs actually FEELING THEM.

Another tack i've pursued is to figure out how to aviod negative circumstances and emotions alltogether: like wondering / waiting for the right economy to get well employed.

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