I kind of suddenly feel like shit about my job, my marriage, my friendships and relationships. I had a terrible experience a couple of days ago. Inside of just 2 hours, I heard that one long-time couple relationship was on ice, largely due to my inconsistencies, selfish/lazy behavior, as well as my ADHD traits. Then, I learned someone who I thought had a lame marriage actually has sex and quality time with his wife 2-3 times a week.
How crappy am I that I cannot STILL have a healthy marriage with my wife - and that anyone who knows me for any length of time has basically left me?
I am starting to think that it's untreated ADHD for so many years and that it also has to do with a consistent lack of courage. What if I'm just a fucking coward?
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