Thursday, June 30, 2011

No One Gives A Shit About How I Feel

It suddenly occurs to me that basically no one really cares about how I feel. They dont care if I'm upset or sad or happy or fulfilled. No one in my life is at any time more concerned about my feelings than theirs.

I could feel sorry for myself and wallow and all of that. Actually, however, coming to this realization allows me to have some distance from indulging in my emotions and continuing to lose power over others and the situation itself.

Yes, I am feeling equal and small parts of bitter, resentful, angry, alienated, disillusioned, and 'over it'. But the greater story is that I am feeling like I have a secret power no one else does.

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