... and back on again: The INT Engine

I really can't go it alone. The idea that I don't need support - in the form of reminders; technology; books/sites/shows and other info resources; and, relevant contacts - is now obviously crazy to me.

I NEED drugs. Adderoll, and whatever supplements make the most sense, to keep me focused, energized, present, and in good humor.

I NEED books, blogs, etc to quickly give me the solution to the new methodologies I must employ to rise  - to continue to rise - to the challenges I face.

I NEED to record those methodologies and follow them closely, like a computer program. And, refine and optimize them regularly, to ensure I am at my best, always.

The MVVA documents, the supporting simple Gantt, the Daily Drill, the To-Do's... all these items, accessed via my laptop and Piece-of-fucking-shit-turd-waste-of-fucking-plastic-and-tech CRAPberry, are, combined, like my "smart suit" to help me navigate my many responsibilities.

I've just completed a kind of map involving all of them, which shows three rings: the outer ring is a constant review of intel, from blogs, vids, experts and luminaries. The next inner ring from that, is updating the MVVA gantt and sheets with refinements in goals, vision and values, as well as executional efficiencies - which is HUGE. Finally, the innermost ring features spot todo lists, tactical project plans, and the ever-necessary Daily Drill, which captures everything that matters.

And, faced with a Daily Drill that could be quite long, and quite uneven, (in terms of what was listed), I just realized that, in the spirit of Complex Adaptive Systems, I should be "daily-drilling" the values for each of the PERFIPS