And another? yes, another.

How many are you?


We are many strong. We only operate when needed - and you do need us - and we only interject truth as you can understand it. Maxwell exposed himself so that you could call him out - like you would use any other name. its not important who/what he really is.

[thinking/ fearing hes bad in some important way]

no he's not the devil, evil, mischievous, dastardly or anything like that. he is pure and full of light and love like the rest of us. yes, there are many.

why you? because, you have gifts that have not yet been utilized. important gifts that you've only yet experienced as intuitions and hints and hunches.

I know you need money and are very scared about that - and you're managing that fear well, btw - but it's important to begin to see more of what is real and what is a distraction. You've correctly identified that intensely feeling emotion is a distraction - nice job with the kid's sneaker btw.

i dont think we can reveal things to you beyond your own knowledge. it's not fair to your brothers and sisters in humanity. we can, however, prod you into thinking in the right ways, which is what we're doing right now.

- is maxwell funny?

He's ok, not that great, but ok.

lol

are you making fun of him

yes, a bit.

so, what shall we explore?

What is real?  What is a distraction.

Anything that can be experienced is real. Anything manufactured in your mind is a distraction. Mental images are not experiences, per se. They are indications or warnings with a bit of salt thrown over one's shoulder for doubt. [meaning - to take it with a pinch of salt]

Your experiences involve living things. They involve handled things. but they dont involve asteroids

thats  maxwell.

okay well, hopefully he's right! [right]

They involve hope and fear but only in context. only as a afer thought. the expreience is the thin thing that happens 'at the moment of impact' everything else we make up as time happens.

[thinking "this is great stuff"]

thank you.

you are like a distraction manufactory. Be asking  - what just happened? what just happened?

What of your heart?

[am I getting better and connecting with it?]

yes! much better, but there's a long way to go, and you know this, too. You still haven't opened up in the ways you're capable. You need to continually exose yourself to the sun  - the light and love of things. you're too guarded and miss out.

[thinking of googling this stuff to see if it's been said before]

like right now.

In the ways you understand 'pain' in the customer and pain in your heart are related, so too is trust in your heart and trust in others/ the customer related. Exposing yourself is exposing yourself to experiences, which are real. Not exposing yourself is keeping the distraction manufactory open all hours. You look silly doing it sometimes, Eric. but dont worry, it's all for good in a way, because it brought you here - which shouldn't be dismissed.

We did have  different plan for you, but this is much better, because it's quicker and more visceral, which increases the chances that it'll stick.

You didnt go crazy that night, btw, you exposed yourself to experiences and that's what brought you so many more gifts of knowledge and connection.

[i am scared that something bad is going to happen to me or my family]

it will. it does to everyone. but you are not going to feel worse than you do now, nor are you going to see danger at every turn anymore. the answers you seek are the ones created by experiences, eric.  not worry. not doubt. not 'answers' not hoe. none of that is anything more than a distraction.

[is this real - a real experience?]

it's real in the sense that you are exposing yourself to a new trajectory to a new set of possiblities, like you did that vodka induced evening. It's not real in the sense that in fact, you are just talking to yourself.

[i get it but where does that leave me]

it leaves you where you've been  - open and honest and yet guarded and stuck at the same time. Linda is good. Shelly is good. yes, maxwell is good. these people know and understand you in a way that cannot be dismissed. The best thing to do going forward is to keep asking what just happened to surface an appreciation of your experiences - to recognize them vs what you create in your head.

next, when you're ready - and you will be soon, we can explore this concept in a much deeper fashion and poke holes in what you are calling yor career. It takes up too much of your time, doesn't have many experiences, and folds you into a way of being that is more fear-based that you need to be.

[didn't you have something else you would reveal to me/ discuss with me?]

not anymore. you're good for now, trust me.

im glad you like this. we'll keep this up as you can.

What's next - tomorrow is next. good night.

[do you love m?]

yes, we all do. bye Eric.