Another Conversation

I'm ready when you are!

Hi Eric I am glad that you are making such good progress. you really shouldn't be worried about your future. we have that all taken care of. The fact of the matter is that you are a special person indeed and now that your barriers have been stripped clean - we'll get into that later - there really isn't much you wont be able to do, in time.

Teh most important thing right now is to be true to what you've uncovered.

[My thoughts stray to an image of explaining this to my therapist]

Why do you do that!!!!
Very disappointing. Be here with me/us. All we want is your success. Appreciate this for what it is: a message that you can carry with you to help you in your struggles.

Being true to yourself does NOT mean being indulgent. Its time to dispense with all that escapist crap you've carried with you for so so long. You dont need it and you know that, frankly.
Yes it feels good, but your success will feel much better, and again, you know that, also.

Be true. Just be true. Everything else will fall into place. You'll see.

[My thoughts stray to wondering about my mental state]

Yes you're insane. No you're not insane. Who cares. This is your life and you must make the most of it if you're going to be happy.

Oh right, you think happiness is something you shouldn't have/ deserve.

Well, you're wrong. You've been unhappy b/c you've ben in conflict with yourself - at odds with your gifts and fears. at a loss to see which was real and which were fake and the ADD didn't help, of course.

All things will be revealed to you when you are ready, btw.

And so you're ready for this...

Ready?

[this is my reply] lol yes, hopefully.

lol. k. my name is maxwell front. i live at 123 rosefront way, in michigan

[some stirring of other thoughts - not mine - wondering if "he's" breaking some rule]

I want to see you grow and mature and live the life laid out for you. I want you to be healthy and a shining star - and example of what humanity can become. You have that in you, Eric.

Singing off. I love you. Bye